first post and end of freshmen year

I guess I just randomely decided to make a blog today. I always have thoughts and wanted a place to write them down.. so whatever ill try this out. Should give me a way to vent sometimes and just write how i feel about shit and stuff like that. Ok anyway tommorows the last day of school and im pretty happy about that, high school sucks, yeahh ok you have a lot of fun during high school but not during actual classes. middle school was so much easier, not better but at least easier. at least im not a "freshie" anymore, and who made up that gay ass nickname.. its wicked gay and sounds retarted. looking foward to my next 3 years of high school, hopefully there are some fun times ahead, nvm im gonna make sure theres fun times ahead. fuck sitting around and not doing anything and then looking back and saying, "wow that sucked" seriously i have learned you need to make the good times, im going to try and speak my mind more, say what i really want to say and not care as much. i feel you shouldnt care what people think of you as long as you are happy, but sometimes its not all that easy to live like that. theres always gonna be people you want to impress, that you want to like you. its just part of life i guess. so yeahh im gonna enjoy my next 3 years. this year was ok, did some fun stuff, but i want the next 3 years to be 100 times better. theres a lot of things i dont understand about life, but theres a lot i do and i think the biggest thing i learned this year is that to see if you can swim you gotta jump in the water, now if only i can follow my own advice???????????????????????????? =( ill learn eventually.